Ambiguity colors these circumstances
Left uncertain of where this arrangement stands 
Hushed with words but deafening in action
Harshly painted with your irresolution 
Your pretense is maintained so skillfully to others,
I'm nearly mislead with the rest 
Awaiting the next uninhibited relinquishment
Bereft of the privilege of assumption 
Unspoken intentions plague me tirelessly
The cool comfort of confidence is all but absent here,
but the gamble is far too gripping
I find myself refusing to succumb to skepticism 
Left to suffer through these stretches of harrowing reservation
Still waiting, I remain