I hope you choke on these words when you see me 
because I'm still choking on regret,
but I don't think you'd disagree 
if I said I'm still glad we met.

Because I'm still choking on regret,
I can't stop imagining what could've been (does he?) 
If I said I'm still glad we met,
would it sound like an admission or a plea? 

I can't stop imagining what could've been (does he?) 
I'm afraid you're someone my heart can't forget 
Would it sound like an admission or a plea
if I said I'm not ready for you to leave yet

We happened at the wrong time, I wish we could press reset
and I don't think you'd disagree; 
"We'd be together if I didn't go after her, I bet..." 
I hope you choke on these words when you see me.